Beauty is in the Eye of the Beholder-

Another in depth post.

I was lost for the past few days, didn't know where I stood as a person. Seems like without a special friend, I'm empty.

I'm finding where I am and I think I understand now.

You don't need someone to make you feel whole. God is the one that we all should put first in line before anyone else. God is the one that makes us whole. Nothing and nobody should take that place.

So, decision time. I decided a few things. Yes, it was hard. But I stand true and firm, knowing that I've made the right decisions.

Now all I've got to do is to figure out...what to do next.

Performance tomorrow at Yayasan - Main Auditorium. Eh...better get my concentration in check.. Haven't been practicing very well. But I know the piece already quite well. Darn trills.. Last rehearsal is this evening. Hope everything goes fine.

But I think my Pacer Edge friends are coming to Yayasan. Eek! Hehe.. I know Elson bought tickets already. Good ol' Elson.

I've been borderline-sick the past few days. Coughing a lot. Even Patrick noticed last night at Japanese class. ...And I can't remember what the heck we learnt last night.

Well, that's that. I'm not fine yet, but getting there. Still got to overcome a lot of hurt, but I'm letting God do it.

the beauty exposed ;