Beauty is in the Eye of the Beholder-

You say you do, but you act like you don't,
You say yes, but I know you mean no,
You say you're protecting us both, but you're pushing me away,
Why the heck do I care?

It's because I love you.

You've let go, it's so easy for you.
Past is past, but where are you now,
I was sure you were special, different from the rest,
But I realize that you're just like the others.

Call me paranoid, call me insecure,
Go ahead, but keep in mind,
That you too have your own weaknesses,
So don't you dare judge me.

I want to forget, I need to get away,
Maybe it's best that it happened this way,
I try to find the positive, something to gain,
But all I get is the hurt and the pain.

Was it my fault? I think it was,
I pushed him away, I just couldn't trust,
Afraid to be hurt, time and again,
Now I pay the price, have nothing left.

He gave up on me, I was too much,
Suffocating guilt, wave upon wave,
I might as well just go down deep,
I'm drowning, with nothing left to save.

the beauty exposed ;